I DON’T KNOW WHY…
- Lately, I’ve been too lazy to update this blog seriously. Well, I know you can see random updates here. But for me, “Serious Updating” means typing a decent blog entry that would at least be 3-4 paragraphs. Something that has sense… a little more “me” in it. I just don’t see it in my previous entry.
- Something is definitely, absolutely missing.
- I find it really hard to wake up early in the morning. I used to be up at around 6 am. But now, 8am is fuckin hard for me to do. Thank God for snooze buttons.
- I’m unsure of what I really want. The question is always there but I keep on ignoring it for the past.. what, 10 or so years? haha.You know the feeling. You want to sit down and try to think about what you really want, but the thought itself just busts out all your energy and you decide to save it up for the next day… until the “next day” never really comes. at all.
- I’m feeling a bit retard about the way things are going on around me. It’s rather confusing. Obviously, I have a decision to make. But then again, I try to ignore the “need” for me to decide NOW.
- Today is just another day. it’s supposed to be something super special. yet, here i am, typing another senseless entry on my blog, waiting for the customers to go home so i can call it a night. “JUST ANOTHER NIGHT”.
I know, I know. Something’s wrong. I just don’t know what it is.
HALLLLP!
