January 2009
10 posts
don't hate me please.
I moved - again!
Please visit me here : http://elayskie.sandman6665.com/
I’ll see you there!!!
don't laugh.
i made the background. ;p
i just felt like writing teenie bits of my life, some important places, dates and other what nots.
hey, i said don’t laugh. why the smile?
friendship. hate. love. and everything else in...
Question: What does it take for me to actually hate a person? I think this is something I need to discuss for closure’s sake. First of all, I don’t go hating a person randomly, or just because I feel like it. I don’t snap a finger and tell you, “That’s it, I hate you now.” And second, of my 21 years existence, I don’t remember actually hating anybody in that sense. Hate – for me, is a deep...
morning bells. haha.
This morning, Bob and I had a little talk about our something really important in our lives - our wedding-to-be.
Surprisingly, it didn’t feel awkward at all - marriage is something we would have done before if only we had enough means to do it - and if we didn’t have to think of other things to prioritize.
We had to take our wedding plans aside eversince Mom asked our financial help....
i have a new theme...
and it’s not working properly - yet. I still have to figure out some things. Hehe.
-edit-
i messed it up even more. HALLPPP DADDYYY! :(
-edit edit-
i give up. why can’t i live a life without css and html? :( life would be so easy with wysiwyg sorta things, you know.
»changing my theme for the nth time since i decided to blog again.«
Grow up.
People change. that’s one fact all of us should know by now.
“Distract yourself from worries today and you’ll see them more analytically...”
– Friendster Horoscopes. (Wish it’s that easy…)
3 hours and 30 mins to go...
It’s called a leap of faith.
:)
Faith.
I have faith in God. I know he will give me the desires of my heart. I know that he knows why I want it that bad, and I trust that he’s the one who gives me all these positive feelings.
When I tell people “I’m gonna have it soon,” it’s because I know I will have it soon, my faith drives me to be positive in that.
Right now, faith is all I have. Faith is all I need.
...
toss.
I remember reading somewhere, “What will you do when faced with two choices? Simple. Just ‘toss a coin,’ it works. Not because it settles the question for you.. But because while the coin is in the air, you suddenly know what you’re hoping for.”
I hope it’s that easy. I hope that when you are faced with two choices that are of the same worth to you, you can just close your eyes,...
December 2008
2 posts
post xmas and new year what-nots.
Up to now, my friendster shout out still reads, “Where are you Christmas?”.
Christmas, to be honest, wasn’t exactly how I expected it to be. Mom failed to keep her promise of going home for the holiday.
I learned about it just two days before Christmas, and somehow, the stubborn child in me still went on denial till Christmas eve, hoping that she would just magically appear...
once a part of you, it's there... forever.
I know, you may not be surprised about this comeback - but then, yes, I’m here - again.
Whoever said that once a blogger, always a blogger surely had 5-6 abandoned blogs beforehand. :p
October 2008
17 posts
....
….
something to think about for today..
A man came home from work late, tired and irritated, to find his 5-year old son waiting for him at the door.
SON: ‘Daddy, may I ask you a question?’
DAD: ‘Yeah sure, what it is?’ replied the man.
SON: ‘Daddy, how much do you make an hour?’
DAD: ‘That’s none of your business. Why do you ask such a thing?’ the man said angrily.
SON: ‘I...
what could be more ironic...
than…
a doctor with an incurable disease
a lawyer convicted for life
a writer without a biography
an athlete who sucks at oldschool games
a childless midwife
a website designer with no website of his own
policeman who got robbed
a girl who’s got everything… but lacks the only thing/person she wants the most in her life.
oh well..
Second Day of GetAmped Freeplay
ooooohhhhh wish us luck.
my legs hurt from standing up.
my throat hurts from too much shouting..
but still,
Thank You GOD for this wonderful blessing.
:D
Busiest Day Ever!
Yesterday.
It’s like the number of customers from monday-friday all went here at the same time. It was the first time we didn’t grant free extension of up to 3 mins. People were reserving and eager to get their spot. Parang may rally sa labas kasi dun sila naghihintay.
And as if it wasn’t enough, GetAmped games went here for an ambush free play. So needless to say, lalong...
I do. Do you? Haha.
Last Tuesday, nakiusap samin ang soon-to-be kapitbahay namin na makikikabit sila SANDALI ng kuryente kasi may aayusin sila sa ginagawang bahay nila. And since gusto namin makatulong at ayaw naman namin masabihan na madamot, ok go. Tinuro ko sa kanila yung plug sa labas ng bahay namen. And then sabi ko aalis kami ng bahay kasi lagi kami nasa shop at si nanang lang ang naiiwan sa bahay.
Kahapon,...
“When I grow up I wanna be famous, I wanna be a star, I wanna be A MOVIES.
When...”
– customer singing “When I grow Up” by pussycat dolls. hahaha. lolwtfbbq!
i feel...
so effin stressed out.
ang daming iniisip. ang daming dapat gawin. ang daming dapat ayusin.
shop
lupa
bahay at lupa
sarili ko
at kung ano ano pa.
pengeng kape.
Nakakaasar
Pag hindi pa rin alam ng customer hanggang ngayon kung pano mag on ng avr at cpu.
Pag nag SOS call sila na kala mo end of the world na, “ATE ATE NAWALA!!!” pero alt-tab lang pala ang solusyon. Napindot pala nila yung windows key habang naglalaro ng crazy kart.
Pag nagtatanong kung bakit may charge yung bluetooth transfer pag galing sa cp nila papunta sa laptop ko. Aba kung may...
You see...
I’m always like this.
As a person, I am very much flawed. Physically, emotionally, mentally and spiritually, there are marks of obvious imperfection. I used to hate it and tried to be someone rather opposite. I became cautious and damn the pressure I put into myself to try to make things perfect for me. But then it led me nowhere but to broken self-esteem at the end. It was very...
I just woke up.
… and I have a really really really bad headache.
P.S.
Am I the only person on earth who can’t access deviantart? :(
“Serendipity. Look for something, find something else, and realize that what...”
– Lawrence Block
finally.
ang sarap huminga…
yeyey!!!
Balik Vista! ahahaha!
:D
yun lang po.
I DON'T KNOW WHY...
Lately, I’ve been too lazy to update this blog seriously. Well, I know you can see random updates here. But for me, “Serious Updating” means typing a decent blog entry that would at least be 3-4 paragraphs. Something that has sense… a little more “me” in it. I just don’t see it in my previous entry.
Something is definitely, absolutely missing.
I find it...
no one else can speak the words on your lips.
say it.
or forever hold your silence.
make a wise decision.
be true to yourself.
yun lang po.
September 2008
32 posts
lesheng virus ka.
Goodbye Vista.
:(
oh yeah.
Have you ever felt like when you wake up in the morning, the world is so noisy that it could almost break your eardrums and yet at the end of the day it suddenly goes too quiet that it’s almost insane?
Talk about paradoxical.
Nanang.
I believe it’s God will na samin siya mapunta, after listening to all her stories, about her children leaving her in Cavite (She was a Romblon Native), and how she was maltreated by the husband of her eldest daughter, I felt that it’s God’s will that she live with us for the moment.
Nakakatawa nga eh, we wanted a househelper. Pero parang lahat kami sumisipag pag nakikita namin...
sometimes...
I suck at decision making.
It’s something I’m most hesitant to do, basically because I feel that every decision I make is doomed to failure.
The thing is, I don’t really know how to “skip” the feeling.
SABI KO NA EH!
Haha.. di pa kami nabakante since morning..
Iba talaga bumawi si God.
Galing galing!
Mapapaaga ata bili ko ng bagong fone ah!
Thank you Lord!
I trust in God's will.
Dito kami natulog ni Bob sa shop kagabi, we figured it’s the best to do since nanakawan na nga kami ng phone, baka bumalik pa para iba naman ang kunin.
And then I asked him, “Is this worth it? Yung halos ipain naten sarili natin dito sa shop, parang hinihintay lang natin na dumating sila, anong laban naten?”
Nagulat din ako kung bakit ko nasabi yun. Siguro I was scared. I AM...
this happens.
a lot.
nanakaw cp ko knina. hindi ako mapang judge na tao pro isa lang naman kasi ang nakalapit dito sa counter.
kung sino pa ung pinagmagandahang loob mo, yun papala titira sayo.
nanghihingi sya ng donation, at oo, binigyan ko naman. kaya pala ganun nalang siya magmadali.
maganda intention ko kung bakit ako nagbigay sa kanya ng pera, at yun pa ang naging dahilan kung bakit ako nanakawan.
...
What if...
I had a terrible accident, like I was mopping the floor then I slip and fell headfirst to the ground. Haha. And then the doctors tell you that I will probably have selective amnesia or something of that sort when I wake up. Or say, I bumped to you 50 years from now and I have a memory problem. What would you do?
A. Tell me that I’m your slave.
B. Give me a different name.
C. Show me to...
WAAAA!
It’s 11:05 pm.
Ang dami paring tao. I don’t know if that’s a good thing or not, hahaha.
Well, yeah, good thing, it’s business and we’re earning from them.
The only bad thing is…
ANTOK NA KO.
and then,
Miss ko na si Noah.
and then…
GUSTO KO NG SUGPO!
hungry.. :(
samu't sari
It’s been 4 days since we opened this shop.. well, I won’t say it’s super okay but it’s fine… Struggling but fulfilling anyway.
I’m not to blog about my rants, I barely have any. (well, except for Pldt, check my previous post)
I just wanna share my experience on the different kinds of people I deal with everyday here on our shop.
There’s this kid who...
and I actually thought SmartBro Customer Service...
No.
PLDT customer service is one inch away from hell!
I started calling them up last Tuesday, Sept 16 to request IDD, NDD and fax for our business landline. They told me to send them a letter of request thru fax, along with two valid id’s, etc.
So I did.
I called them up after a few minutes to verify if they received the fax, they said they haven’t received any and told me to fax...
so i finally got it absorbed.
Yeah. Just now.
After two months of thinking and preparing for this.
Funny, it just sinked in.
We’re running a business.
Few hours ago, as I was listening/singing worship songs for the shop’s blessing, something unexpected happened.
I cried.
I don’t know why.
But I kept on crying.
I was singing… and crying… and thanking God for everything.
I believe...
uhm..
wish us luck.. hehe..
it’s been such a hard work.. and i mean, H-A-R-D.
all i pray is that it all works out for the good of everybody.
God be with us.
Fingers crossed.
It’s been more than a year of wait,
of wishful thinking every month that passes by.
I hope this is it.
I trust it’s God will,
but if we fail again,
Don’t worry,
I’ll continue to wait some more.
Listen
Aha!!
You are so dead meat!!!
Busted!!
OMFGLOLWTFBBQ!!
Dear Papa and Mama
I wish you would go home.
I miss you. I just realized that I have already lived more than 15 years without you, and that’s not okay, that’s not even close to ok.
Papa, when I was a child, I used to look at your pictures a lot, Mom compiled a bunch of pictures of you, I looked at all your achievements, and wished someday, I’d get one myself. Remember when you won a Photography...
That One Foggy Afternoon
It’s been raining like crazy for almost two days straight now, not to mention the lightning and thunder that scares the hell out of me each night.
They say it’s one of the pro’s/con’s on living here at Antipolo. You feel inch-close to nature’s whining.
PRO’S: You’re that close to nature. Enough said.
CON’S: You can get a heart attack each time it...
It's tough...
to pretend that what you’ve just found out does not really matter, when in fact, it just opened you up to a whole lot of questions, and doubts. to the extent that you don’t know what to expect anymore… you’re not sure what to believe. WHO to believe.
it’s tough..
to get lost in this kind of game.
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